I Squint to See Love

Snow happens softly in Oregon. 

We finally know what the cold rain looks like

when the white appears.

Solid.

But so soluble. 

It is a comfort to see the falling of the snow. 

Like so many desires

waking up and finding themselves suddenly tangible. 

Bleary-eyed but here;

present. 

A voice asking you to go on. 

Or the touch of a dreamed-up lover.

When I walk out in the snow

I am among the presence

of fully realized dreams. 

Squinting,

creasing my eyes; 

the only way to look up and see it all.

I am reminded of photographs in the family attic.

Within them all is a small child; a daughter.

In one she is sleeping; her head rests on the belly of a house cat.

In another she pouts with her arms crossed in mock adult-hood.

You get the picture. 

The daughter is the picture

until you squint your eyes.

Only then can you notice a constant companion, 

always a bow in her hair.

Colors combed in with exact precision.

Intentional softness.  

I am reminded of snow when I see her bows;

tangible evidence from the dreams of 

another.